Normally my husband is the one who's up late. Lately I haven't been able to kick this crazy sleep pattern that I'm in. It's 1:15 a.m and I am WIDE AWAKE. I'm thinking about cleaning the downstairs while Colby is asleep.
There is something about being awake when everyone else in the house is asleep that I just don't like. I tend to be the one who's asleep fairly early, but on occasion have been known to stay up late. It's a lonely feeling for me. I do perfectly fine during the day when Colby is out to school, but at night it's so quiet and in my mind everyone I know is sleeping. Sometimes nights are the hardest. I miss my family very much, but haven't broke down. I'm looking forward to being able to see them very soon.
I start my job at the preschool on Monday. I thought for sure tonight I would go to bed around 10 p.m., and here it is going on 1:30 a.m. and I'm contemplating putting the DVDs in alphabetical order. If I continue writing this will be a bigger ramble session then it's turned out to be.
Good Night.
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